I've said so many times, that I'm going to do so many things. I'm not lying, I believe I'm going to do it. And I try, just for not very long. So I guess you can say it's a sad attempt if I'm not really trying. It just sounds so much easier than it really is. It used to be, "I'm going to go to school every day this week!" I'd go on Monday, when Tuesday morning came along, I'd be like, "Eh...forget it." And that's what got me about 50 credits behind, so here I am at the end of July, about 27 credits away from my diploma, and that's IF I pass my Exit Exam on Tuesday. So gay, so gay.
I do not like some people at the moment, and these people will never be liked by me. I don't dislike people for petty reasons. I dislike them because they're bad people. Do not assume I have bad reasons, do not assume it can be fixed. It doesn't and won't work like that.
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i know exactly how you feel. making personal changes and goals that never get reached. its got to be the most demeaning feeling to feel, and i hate it. theres only one thing left to say, and i will let bright eyes speak for me once again.
"But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make it better
But I still ended up becoming something other
Than what I had planned to be"
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